I've mixed feelings now. But not about my marriage life. So far I'm feeling good being a wife =) Really happy about it. Guess that's all I can say for now. Not in the mood to update more, just to PEEP awhile here. Be back soon?

Finally....

We're back from our 2nd honeymoon, Tioman.
400+ photos, just like our Phuket honeymoon... nice place overall.
Had fun snorkeling for 3 hours non-stop!
Lotsa great memories.
Happened to saw Salihin & partner while we're there.
Happened to take same transport to n fro, stayed under the same chalet, same check-in and departure time. All the same. Went rock fall together since already saw each other. I posted 200+ photos in my friendster but lazy to post here. So if you're my friend, do visit my profile page in friendster!
Planning for next trip to.... somewhere soon?! Hehehehe

So Randomly

Just some random things here. I came across countless blogs and I really wonder what makes these people got so many ideas to say. Not that my life is boring, mine is as happy too but maybe I just don’t have that discipline to log in daily only to post an entry and I’m so lazy to upload those photos. Every entry depends on my mood but again, that made me realize why... and IF there’s anyone in the world who did or ever checked out my blog, you will know how ‘diligent’ I am in posting my updates.

Maybe there’s only one main thing to bring up. I’m glad that I did my best and it turn out smooth. Alhamdulillah. Hubby pat on my shoulder when the groom sang for the bride and said “Well Done. It’s nearly the end of their wedding now” and I just smiled. Yes I coordinate well on the whole wedding. I closely monitored their programmes, timings and all… I think I did well and I can smile now.

Be calm, bride

I’m not feeling good about it and I thought we are the ones who made you tear.
Whether it’s right or wrong, you are the bride and you have the right to be worried and concern over everything. I’m trying to understand another party too. Yes, I am concerned over the situation so much. It’s about impression & about the ties that binds the friendship and family. I only want everybody to be happy especially the bride herself but life is so unpredictable and unfair. I need you to know that I’m convinced myself that everything will be ok so you just need to put a beautiful smile on your wedding day. You have to have that confidence. Yes it’s worrying for you but cheer up, they will deliver their promises. I know how you’re feeling now but it’s not anybody’s fault that he can’t make it. It’s a test by Him for all.
There are sure to be hiccups here n there in wedding preparations but I have to say again that I’m not feeling good that you’re worried after hearing the news. I can only tell you not to worry coz I’ve checked thoroughly and am convinced that there is a replacement for you. Sad to know that after all the hope to see him doing his best on your wedding, now I know that we can’t have the best of his best this week.
What more to miss his voice in the air. The question now is will it be forever? That good voice, kind and talented one like him is hard to find. Sad too that he is currently fighting for his life and I, was kinda close to them since young. I know the wife feels more and at this moment she can’t leave him even for a second. I need your utmost patience and kind understanding on this. There are two parties on my left and right, I’m in the mid. Here and there, secretly I felt like I’m being shot in the brain, but I know that everyone is trying their best.

ROCK-A-BYE-BABY ON A TREE TOPPP...

2 weeks’ time & we’re 2 months married. He’s wonderful and yes, that’s the best word to summarize. Looking back at our wedding video & photos brings me back those feelings - those jitters and unstable emotions before wedding. I remembered those times when I got excited the moment I saw bunga manggar and how I shivered when the tables & chairs arrived marking the big day was nearer. How naughty I was that I didn’t sat still when I was putting the wedding henna on. How my heart throbbed fast while waiting for my witness. How teary I got myself into when I heard Kak Yan & As said my then-fiance was worried and uncalm while waiting to be solemnized. How sad I was when I saw him cried. How I held back my tears when I finally became his wife. I felt beautiful, loved and blessed, and for all these moments HE bestowed me, thank you Allah.

Went honeymoon on 17th June 2008 and spent great time with beloved husband travelling together as it’s our first ‘flying’ experience together to a beautiful place which resulted the best moments in my life ever! I know you worked hard for it hubby and after all your time, research, energy & expenses thank you for making it possible as it has now became the fondest memory for me =) 4 years 5 months and after we’re officially recognized as husband and wife, finally we can travel further and celebrate our new life together. Feel proud and still happily-need-to-be-use-to-it when he called my parents ibu and ayah. I’m feeling good about it and me, somewhat ‘clumsy’ still at times stumbled between mak and cik. But I’m sure his parents understand coz they did it too =) Need to call each other often then, we’ll be use to it. The best thing about now is that we’re bestowed a freedom to start our own family which also means extreme hardwork for tomorrow and am currently waiting patiently for our junior to grow inside me. I’ve become a wife and now, I want to be a mother. I want to see how our junior look like. I want to hear my child’s first cry. Eagerly waiting….

It’s beautiful so I shall repeat that I finally met my life partner. The only six words means a whole world to me. Some people waited their whole lifetime for this & mine had happened. I’m a loner no more. I woke up next to him everyday so what more do I want. Feel so blessed, nothing else I needed most now, only him.

So now I know the man whom I’ll serve & I need to respect for, my leader, my man, and he’s the precious one who’ll always be there to take care of me till my last breath… Insya-Allah.

Twenty Second May Two Thousand Eight, Nine Thirty A.M


Greetings to friends & the only honey,


Hope all of you are doing good coz I’m doing so fine

I realized now it’s like very fast that I’m stepping into marriage life

I won’t deny it will the sweetest moments in my life that shall be

I’m all ready it seems,

I’m marrying my sweetheart


With 2 weeks on marriage and annual leave, I can’t wait to step on the airplane

I can’t wait to kiss my husband’s hand in respect

I can’t wait to be called a wife

I am all willing to serve him

I am waiting to see our wonderful moments of honeymoon

Which will be accompanied by the sun, sand, sea and high-hopes not tsunami (slap you, calvin)

It’s the most beautiful feeling on earth I’m sure

But hey I’m not as excited as someone or shall I say always too excited?

I’m not being a pain-in-the-ass sister, but it’s not that kind of fairytale you thought it seems

It’s more than what you see & it’s tougher than what you expect

Girl, wake up, stop daydreaming it’s still way long to go for you … hint2, someone.

You’re not leaving your single life pretty soon, I think I’m much sooner than you


23 days left but how am I feeling inside?

Excited? Maybe, but there’s more to it

A wife does not carry only one motive in her partner’s life,

A husband’s duty is not as easy as it seems

Life may be tougher than you think when two individuals & two hearts become one

The time has come,

To be more appreciative, to be more hardworking & to be more intelligent

So that the intelligence of one party may help the other

Tick… tock… tick… tock…

…And you’ll soon see the beautiful me with my wonderful beloved husband on the aisle…

INSYA-ALLAH

I'm Sorry....

To Someone:

If you happen to read this entry and it somehow hits you, probably you’re right about that feeling
I really do not know the best way to approach or to say things to you so maybe this will do
Personally I prefer not to say anything now coz you can’t seem to accept opinions and I dislike it whenever you jump to conclusions
So what I’m gonna tell you now is, just do what you think is right, do not ask my opinions anymore coz I’m so tired on you, you just won’t listen
So I don’t see the reason why I should communicate with you at the moment,
Give me some time,
...and if whenever you messaged I answered you short, back to you...